This poem probably sucks.

Losing sleep
Over the things in my head
Are they real?
Or are they just there to confuse
Or just there to throw me off course
In the grand adventure of life
Regardless
I'm now lost in the ocean of ignorance
Why am I suffering?
Don't they say ignorance is bliss?
I can't shake this feeling
That lies with in the back of my head
Just wanting everything
To turn out for the best
But it's not possible to see where everything is
When you can barely see in front of your face
Blinded by self-doubt
And your shady decisions
Everything contributing to this incision
That goes deep to the core
Nothing I felt before
Being exposed to the truth
And seeing this shit hole
For what it's really worth

Crazy (work in progress)

Here's a song I'm working on:

Waking up has become such a chore
It's no fun for us to see each other anymore
Waking up is such a chore
You make yourself out to be such a whore

It's all in your subconciousness
Now you I'm none of your buisness

Now the lyrics make no sense
You say I'm full of ignorance

But I know
Your Crazy
About the way you
Hate me

Everything you do is one big cliche
You make me want to end this life today

Now the lyrics make no sense
You say I'm full of ignorance

But I know
Your Crazy
About the way you
Hate me

Dance

So I saw you from across the dance floor
You seem to be what I'm looking for
And you know that I see you
I towards you pushing through the crowd
The waves of people crashing together all around
And there was a pulsating beat timed with the waves
You were a tropical island in this sea of teenage hormones
Eventually I reach my destination
And in a single breath I ask you,
A night changing question,
"Do you wanna dance?"
So the act begins

There's sweat on my brow from the heat of the damn place
The way your body moved with mine
It seemed to put me in my place
Swaying to the beat
Singing along
To all the ridiculous pop songs
Then the moment comes
Acoustic guitars
Light vocals
The typical slow song
We're feeling as high as the stars
Just because we're in this moment
But after tonight
That's all it might end up being
A moment.
But let's not think about that
Because right now is all we have
And all we need
To be together
Letting our bodies sway
And dancing our troubles away

It's A Trap!

Trapped behind a barbed wire fence
After an encounter I thought would never end
Leading me into a trap
Luring me in with your scent
You leaned in and gave me a kiss
I proceeded to think there was more
But then you whispered in my ear
We're just friends.
Where is Admiral Ackbar when you need him?

Thoughts of the Day: March 7

So our school's Turnabout dance is this upcoming Saturday, and I'm not a huge school dance person but I really want to go to this one. The only thing is I feel weird when I go by myself and the slow song comes on and I'm sitting off to the side by myself. I don't know, I'm just weird/stupid. Not to mention this weekend kind of sucked a little. I didn't get much done, but whatever it's the weekend.

Mike

March 6, 2010

Sitting in a dark cold room
It's early March
Thought's of despair entering a broken mind
Straining the senses
Wishing for the warmth of an embrace
No not yours
Anyone but yours
Wanting those night walks to the park
Just to watch the stars and moon over the lake
Or watching a sunset in the evening
It's a simple request
But maybe it's too much
Too much to want
It's still to far out of reach
I sit here in my cold dark room
Trying to grasp the ideas and dreams of
The summer

First Post!

Well today I post my first post on this new adventure that is my blogger profile. Just thought I would give this a go. I will be posting many random thoughts and poems through the life of this profile. Well nice meeting ya!

Mike