Pathetic?

I'm a romantic
A Poetic
Some say pathetic
Caught up in an infatuation
Nothing will ever come of my situation
Or So I think..

I'm in over my head
The King of words never said
I guess I'm crazy
Someone validate
Or Vindicate

Endings don't come easy
Just awkward and cheesy
Not even friends
We can't pretend
This process is becoming a bore
A Chore
We're friends and nothing more.

6/10/2010

Another lonely summer night,
Another end of a teenage life.
Innocence and ignorance go their separate ways
I've been waiting for days,
Months, almost a whole year
Why can't I face my fears?
My sanity is running into no man's land
Just looking for someone to hold my hand
I feel an invisible force just pulling my strings
In the direction of the unthinkable
Jealousy shows it's face in strange ways
And my mouth can't convey
The way I really feel anymore
Life now is nevermore
This place a curse
These days I feel the worst
These are the days of summer
Seeing you with him again is such a bummer
My mind says give up
My heart says keep it up
Everything is so confusing
I think I'm losing..